But I don't care if I fuck up, I'm going on a date with a rich white lady, ain't life great?

Been working on this for about a week or so, decided I should just leave it how it is now. Didn't have a name for it 'till today..

Die Alice, Die

I don't know what kills me more
The looks he gives you or the looks you're giving him
giving him, giving him, you're giving him
The kiss that you know I'm yearning for

Your lips and your eyes leave me hypnotized
While you rip out and squeeze every last drop of blood from my heart
Like she once did, and left it out to try
Wrap it in a plastic bag
Tossed it out the car windows in the middle of the night

All dressed up for your date
But that cheap lipstick you're wearing is slowly just washing off
washing off, washing off, I'm washing off
The kiss you gave me by mistake

Falling from my dream, into your nightmare
Falling from my dream, into your nightmare..

Let's see how that cat gets you out of this
out of this, out of this, I'm out of this
Game I just can't escape..